No Hope

Why care
Why stare
Why
Why
There's no reason
But what is reason?
Aren't excuses the same?
I always asked you this.
You just shake your head and chuckle.
So I put on a fake smile
The shy smile I keep
And the loving look I have.
There's no reason
Because by reason
I should be an angel
I try to act innocent
And kind
Yet I'm labeled as
Evil
Evils a beautiful word really.
It slides off the tongue easily.
And sweetly.
Almost like candy
I love candy
It's such a lovely delicious confection
Yet there are some that are sour and spicy
I never quite understood why they existed.
Sometimes
I never understood
I never
I
I never will
I always know
There is
No Hope